Canada Day weekend

What do you have planned? Me? Not much. I woke up a few days ago with a very sore stiff neck and have been “self-medicating” since thursday. So far the only thing that has been helping is Gregg massaging my neck and shoulders in the evening. I did make an appointment for next week to get some physiotherapy. Hopefully that will help. I am so sick of always being in pain. If its not my neck its my shoulders or my back or my stupid tailbone. Then when I do feel better it start somewhere like my sciatic nerve or my allergies or….who knows! There is always something wrong. I’m tired of it. I just want to be pain-free. Even if its only for one day. Most people dont even realize the pain I’m in every day. Yes I smile and talk as if its just another day, but in actual fact, I am in pain. I’m in pain all the time, even in my sleep. Why dont I get help? Well I have. I have seen many doctors over the years and there is nothing that can fix me.

Mostly I need to exercise more and get in better shape. To do that sounds easy. Its not. I can workout for a day or two and then I’m back in bed with so much pain its unbearable. I try to keep going even with the pain and all it does its put me is such terrible agony and I just crawl into bed and cry. So what can I do? The only thing I can do so far is yoga. Anything else makes me dizzy. I can also to weights but again I have to go slow as to not get dizzy.

Oh well… This is life and I have to live it. As for my Canada Day, I plan to be lazy. Still working out the kinks on the family site. Plus I am counting the days till we are back in Mexico. I so need a vacation.

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  1. We don’t have much planned, just a relaxing weekend at home. We have been working on the yard, and thinking of getting a swimming pool for the backyard. They are alot of work, however I keep thinking of those hot days and nights ahead and how great a dip would feel. Hubby is undecided, he is dreading the work that is involved if we did get one. Plus the safety of the whole thing. You are supposed to have a fence around the pool itself. Not too sure how they regulate that.

    We watched the movie Live free or Diehard last night, its awesome I loved it ! Of course I did karin it has Bruce in it..LOL

    Might take the kids out to Heritage park for the fire works later tonight or not considering it only for 10 minutes.

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