What do you have planned? Me? Not much. I woke up a few days ago with a very sore stiff neck and have been “self-medicating” since thursday. So far the only thing that has been helping is Gregg massaging my neck and shoulders in the evening. I did make an appointment for next week to get some physiotherapy. Hopefully that will help. I am so sick of always being in pain. If its not my neck its my shoulders or my back or my stupid tailbone. Then when I do feel better it start somewhere like my sciatic nerve or my allergies or….who knows! There is always something wrong. I’m tired of it. I just want to be pain-free. Even if its only for one day. Most people dont even realize the pain I’m in every day. Yes I smile and talk as if its just another day, but in actual fact, I am in pain. I’m in pain all the time, even in my sleep. Why dont I get help? Well I have. I have seen many doctors over the years and there is nothing that can fix me.
Mostly I need to exercise more and get in better shape. To do that sounds easy. Its not. I can workout for a day or two and then I’m back in bed with so much pain its unbearable. I try to keep going even with the pain and all it does its put me is such terrible agony and I just crawl into bed and cry. So what can I do? The only thing I can do so far is yoga. Anything else makes me dizzy. I can also to weights but again I have to go slow as to not get dizzy.
Oh well… This is life and I have to live it. As for my Canada Day, I plan to be lazy. Still working out the kinks on the family site. Plus I am counting the days till we are back in Mexico. I so need a vacation.