Another sleepless night

Its 2am and I can’t sleep.*sigh* I want to sleep, but my brain keeps on babbling. I need help! What do you do when you can’t sleep? I figured getting out of bed was a good idea since I couldn’t get comfy. Ever notice all the stupid little things that come to your mind when you want to sleep? Silly things like what I need to put on to the grocery list. Then there are the bad things. I have been having nightmares the last couple weeks now. I used to get them all the time after I left Bob. They became less as time went by. Gregg helped me get over a lot of them. The last 3 nights I have had the same nightmare. I don’t know why they are back. Is it the painkillers I’ve been taking for my shoulder pain? I know some meds give me crazy dreams. Whatever it is I wish it would stop.

Its not like I have a lot of stress in my life. I mean, I do have some but nothing that I can’t handle. I’m struggling with the last 10lbs I am trying to lose. Plus I need to go see the dentist to get my teeth fixed, and I am scared to death of all the pain that is involved. Having Matthew here is working out ok, yes the money is tight but we are managing. I’m a bit worried that my bike isn’t going to sell again this year. I really need it to go. Its so hard to see it every time I go down to the garage. I miss riding it. It tempts me more each day.

Other than that I don’t have too many other things going on. I try not to sweat the small stuff. So what do I do? How do I get to sleep? What do you do? Any good ideas?

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