I cant seem to get to sleep. I close my eyes and all I think about is Dad. Its now down to the last hours. I’m staying at home waitng for the phone to ring. I hate this. I did go see him on friday. I had a chance to say my good bye. It wasnt easy. He looks so tired. I wish he could just sleep and not feel any pain. Mom is holding it all together. She is a very strong woman.

I think I will try to go back to bed. Its hard to sleep when you are waiting. Nite.