Its been 3 months now. I just thought I needed to tell you all that I am doing ok. I miss Dad a lot. The other night I was reading a book and there was a part in there about a wedding and the girl saying good bye to her dad and it brought tears to my eyes. It reminded me of my wedding and how dad had the biggest smile on his face that whole day.

Its strange how the smallest things can trigger my tears. Its still hard to talk at length about dad. I have to stop myself before I cry. It gets easier some days, but then there are the days where I cant stop thinking about him.

I will have to stop this post now, I can feel the tears starting. I just wanted to say I miss him. And I`ll get those pictures to the family soon. I just havent been able to look at them.

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Last Modified: September 21, 2008

3 comments on “3 Months

  1. smurf

    It will get easier with time. Over time you will find a tool that will help you cope with your loss. I miss both my parents very much and wish they were still with me, however I just keep thinking that they are and that they are very proud of me and my family.

    It was very strange when were at my cousin’s wedding and was sitting amongst all my cousins to realize that most of us are without at least one parent. Life seems to work out that way for some reason, we probably will never know why. Have to be thankful for the time we did have with them. Some people have more years then others.

  2. Lucy

    Time does heal everything, but you will never, ever forget!!! I still have my moments quite often, and it’s been 8 years already!!!

  3. purpledragonfly Post author

    thanks both of you.
    I know it will get easier with time. Its just a bit fresh still. Maybe in a year I’ll be able to handle it. but for now it is what it is.

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